Fisherpoet: Maggie Bursch

March 31, 2016 1 Comment

Maggie Bursch is one of the youngest female skippers in Bristol Bay. She runs her drift boat, the F/V Georgette Rose with a crew of young fishermen (mostly baddass ladies) and grew up set netting with her family at their fish camp in Pilot Point. Maggie and her sister Frances have been our best sister friends since we met as kids--our families' seasonal migration from Homer to our Western fish camps immediately connected us and kept us close with summertime boat letters and snail mail packages of our crafts made from old corks and artwork drawn with Sharpie on the back of cereal boxes, and stories about adventure and sea creatures and sisterhood. Maggie graduated from Colorado College this year and is keeping herself busy working on her boat in Homer this winter, coaching high school nordic skiing, and raising an Australian Shepard puppy named Oso. Maggie is a writer, and a poet and we wanted to share some of her poems with the rest of our salmon family. They're about you and me and all of us as fishermen. 

 

 

 

They Call Them Netmares

  

The demons took me

When I was twelve and they made my dreams

Unwakeable.

 

I would beg them, but the salmon

Kept swimming into my room

My sister, sleeping soundly

With a flounder under head.

 

Panicked in my sinking bed

I searched for steering wheel

And throttle in the sheets,

 

Swearing and groping as the water rose

Until I’d wake her, and she’d wake me

And the waves dropped

Back to clothing on the floor.

 

Later I learned to wake myself

With water,

Wading through the waves

To the kitchen

Washing my face at the sink

 

Until the currents subsided

And the piles of net turned

Back into plywood under my legs.

 

I still sleep

With sockeye in my sheets

 

And jump out of bed

Telling everyone to get up now

The net is out and munched

And the waves are big and the water is shallow

And I can’t run this fucking boat alone.

 

Then I wake

And everyone is sleeping, And I

Am standing wide eyed and naked

In the cabin in my sweat.

 

And I remember then, the eyes of the fisherman

As he spits black in his beer can

“You’re a tough girl,

you could take a couple demons.”

Then he looks at me knowingly

far too long.

 

 

Beach-glass

 

It’s round in the way that it’s soft

Soft flannel movement, slow

Old memories like bones

Buried in boxes made into shelves.

 

One round wood room

Two old fishermen, still lovers

Round in the way that they’re soft

Soft flannel movement

 

Barely letting the water foul

In through the window

Soft bones, round glass

Found on open beaches were the skies howl

 

Soft moans, old whispers,

In the vowels of the tree songs

There are secrets

Their ears know,

 

Secrets only old bones know

Backs broken by wind

Hands hollowed by weight

Souls torn by weather

 

Ode to hold me

Ode to old fishermen laying on flannel holding

Each other, holding memories,

Holding stones.

 

 

Not all Fishermen Grow Old

 

 

Sorrow found me, rain poured cold

It’s hard to realize when you are young and loving

Not all fishermen grow old

 

Questions haunting, life took hold

Darkness held me, blankets covering

Sorrow found me, rain poured cold

 

On scratchy cell phone my mother told

Me the knowledge in the rumors buzzing

Not all fishermen grow old.

 

In the salmon, skinned and boned

In every wave and engine rusting

Sorrow found me, rain poured cold

 

The ocean bloating, ebbing bold

His face, far too young for loving

Not all fishermen grow old

 

Coast guard, bodies, stories fold

His eyes under the chopper hovering

Sorrow found me, rain poured cold

Not all fishermen grow old

 

 

 

Lashing Down Lines in a Midnight Storm


I cling to the heaving rail and pray to god

that I wont die this way, with skin so soft

and halite crystals growing in my hair.

Then barely hanging on, I swear

and look into the filthy brine below.

Why is it that they say it’s green and blue

when for days its boiled every shade of black

like it’s been drinking and drinking makes it mad

 

I tie the line that’s been banging at my head

And wish these tangled waves looked less like bed

I pull up the blanket and slip into the deep,

How is it I expect myself to sleep

With a drunk man smashing, smashing at my boat

And all these currents rising in my throat.

 

 



1 Response

Litzi Botello
Litzi Botello

April 29, 2016

Lovely words.

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